Friday, May 31, 2024

The 2024 Presidential election

I used to enjoy politics.  I don't anymore.  One one side we have a convicted felon.  On the other side we have someone who is just as guilty as the first guy, but has managed to stay away from getting prosecuted.  The choice is like asking, "Would you rather take cyanide or ricin?"  Uhhh....  Neither.

Why are we in such a mess?  It takes a lot to run for President of the United States.  You need a lot of money.  You need a lot of support.  You need an incredible amount of drive to keep the campaign schedule.  Then, if you become President, you are The President 24x7x365x4.  Not a lifestyle I aspire to as I get older.  All of these factors narrows the field dramatically.  Think along the lines of professional athletes and the weeding out process they go through.  That's how politics have become.

The parties have each shifted away from the center.  They are dominated by the extremes of each party.  We need to govern from the center.  Our legislation needs to be reasonable and not extreme.  And while my political leanings are generally more conservative, I don't want a convicted felon representing me and my country.  But I also don't want to adopt the ideologies and legislative agenda of the other side, either.  Therefore I have zero viable options.  The cyanide/ricin choice rings in my head.  I want something completely different, like a Tylenol for my headache, not something that will kill me.  But there isn't any Tylenol in the store, just cyanide and ricin.  We need to do better, but we've got a pair of immoral guys who won't give up their ambitions and let someone else run.  The parties want to win and are too stuck on "their guy" that they won't support a different candidate.  Welcome to the presidential election of 2024.  The election of cyanide or ricin.  Heaven help us.

Saturday, February 17, 2024

Back to blogging - Cancer Act Two

Hello World!  For a beginning programmer or someone who is learning a new programming language, their first program is a "Hello world!" program.  It is usually a quick and easy win that shows you that yes, you can program!

My last blog post was November 2017 when I announced that I had cancer.  It has been a hot minute.  To be brief, with the help from God and some very good doctors and nurses, I beat the stage one non-Hodgkin's lymphoma that I had in the back of my neck.  It was rough, but I made it through it.

Since that blog post, I now have four children married and seven grandchildren with six granddaughters.  Very cool.  

In September 2022 the Ward I live in was split.  We had over 700 members in our Ward.  They split us in two.  I was called to be the Bishop of the new Ward that was created.  A Bishop is like the pastor of the congregation.  It is entirely voluntary with no monetary compensation whatsoever.  You get to consecrate your (free??) time to leading, guiding, and directing the group of people that live within your Ward boundaries.  Since I'm not independently wealthy, I still work for a living, so my Church responsibilities take up my free time in the evenings and on the weekends.  I love the people that I serve.  I wish I could do more for my little flock of Latter-day Saints.

A couple of months into being a Bishop I start having swallowing issues.  I have a gastro doctor and I complain to him.  He checks me out and doesn't find anything.  He thinks it is a stomach bug.  In December I end up in the hospital complaining about severe abdominal pain.  They do a CT on my abdomen and I have a blockage in my small intestines.  Long story short, after five years of being in remission, my non-Hodgkin's lymphoma is back.  And it came back with a vengeance. It made my cancer battle in 2017 look like kindergarten.

After six rounds of "normal" chemo (three weeks apart), I ended up at Huntsman Cancer Institute so I could do a bone marrow transplant.  It was a self-transplant, so they harvested a bunch of my stem cells, killed my bone marrow, and then they gave me back my own stem cells.  I ended up taking 35 days of short-term disability so I could do my transplant.  July 2023 I did a PET-CT scan and I'm back in remission.  I have about a 60 to 70% chance of this never coming back.  During this whole time I was still the Bishop of my Ward.

I will testify to the world that God is real.  He is a God of miracles.  I had many small, but significant miracles happen to me in the last year.  I've been given more time on this earth to learn to be humble and to submit my will to His will and to do His work.  I am mortal.  I've had cancer.  Twice.  I wear out and I get tired.  But I keep on trucking.  I need to repay my Heavenly Father for all the tender mercies that he has extended to me since being called as Bishop of my Ward.  I love Him and his son Jesus Christ.  They are my friends.  You might ask how I can be friends with God who "gave" me cancer.  I was "given" cancer so I could learn.  I was given cancer so that my congregation could learn to support a sick Bishop.  My time on earth isn't finished.  I still have work to do.  And he has spared my life so that I can do His work.  Even if the outcome wasn't as good as it has been, I'd still love and appreciate my Heavenly Father and His son and what they've done for me.

Cancer is bad.  It is scary.  But I think it is a lot more scary to go through cancer and life without having God be a part of your life.  Let Him in.  Accept Him.  Talk to Him.  He wants you to get to know Him and His mighty works.  He loves you.  He listens to you.  He performs small, but mighty miracles in your life.  Those "coincidences" that happen from time to time?  Those happen when He performs a miracle in your life and he wants to be anonymous.  When you start to see the little "coincidences" (I call them miracles) in your life, you will start to realize that He is there and He is watching out for you.  Have faith.  Ask that He show His mighty hand in your life and you will also get to see the miracles that happen.

Yeah, I'm back.  I'm older than I was the last time I blogged.  I'll ride this ride until the park closes and I'm called back home.  I have more I've got to learn.  I have more unborn grandchildren that I need to meet and influence.  I have more pictures to take and more ATV trails to ride.  I have more Ward members that I need to meet and help.  It really isn't me who is helping.  It is the Lord because this is His work.  His Spirit guides me and I try to be in tune with Him and share His love for His children.  Without His help, I am nothing.  Without Him, I can't do His work.

Tuesday, November 7, 2017

Mr. Tom, you have cancer

August 11, 2017 at about 4PM will forever be remembered as the date in which I received the dreaded, "You have cancer," phone call from my surgeon.  Long story short, I had a small mass removed from the back of my neck.  Pathology came back with a diagnosis - Diffuse large, B-Cell lymphoma (DLBCL), a form of non-Hodgkins lymphoma.  Happy Friday!  Welcome to the weekend!

The days and weeks that followed were full of many miracles.  I will list a few:


  • My insurance helped get me into a place that does a PET scan close to home, even though they are out of network and I got to pay in-network prices.
  • My cancer staged out at stage 1.  Typical DLBCL cancer patients are at stage 3 or 4 when diagnosed.  That is a HUGE miracle.
  • I only had to have three rounds of chemotherapy (all now completed)
  • I was able to continue to work while on chemo, although my brain was a little foggy as time went on
  • All my blood work came back nearly normal while on chemo
  • My prognosis is good.  My oncologist said that I have about a 90% chance of my lymphoma going away and never coming back.
I feel very blessed.  I am bumbled by His blessings.  I acknowledge that God knows us individually and He is the one that blessed me.  There are too many miracles for me to not acknowledge what He has done for me.  

So, what is next?  20 days of radiation.  Since the lymphoma was found on the back of my neck, the radiation doctor can use electrons (which dissipate in about 5cm of tissue) instead of photons (aka X-rays and which go through your tissue).  This will minimize the side effects of radiation.  This is yet  another small, yet mighty miracle.  It makes me want to yell at the top of my lungs that God is great and He is also good!

Thursday, February 26, 2015

Parting ways with AMD based devices

I've been building my own computers since 2001.  My very first computer was an Epson Equity II+ (an AMD 80286 based CPU running at 12Mhz).  I've used AMD products in many computers, especially when the Athlons rocked the Pentium 4s in both speed and price.  However, the last several years my willingness to use AMD has waned.  Specifically, I had an old Intel Core2 Quad (Q9550) and I built a new, shiny (at the time) AMD FX8120 based computer.  I did some benchmarking and I found that my new FX8120 based computer wasn't really any faster than my Core2 Quad!  I was sorely disappointed.  Power consumption for the AMD is greater than the Intel parts.

I recently picked up several Haswell based computers/motherboards/parts.  I have a Chromebook that uses a Haswell based CPU.  I can get about 8 to 10 hours on my Chromebook before recharging.  Performance is surprisingly snappy for what it is.  I have a Plex media server that runs an Intel Celeron J1900 processor.  It is generally fast enough to transcode, yet it doesn't eat a lot of electricity.  I picked up a G3258 and i7-4790k CPU and built one new computer and "upgraded" the other one.  Same story.  Lots of power processing power.  Low power consumption.  The i7 with an Nvidia based video card uses about half the power as my Q9550 part with an AMD 7770 video card.  Amazing.

I pay a bit of a premium for the Intel parts, but the performance is superior.  I've gone back to using Nvidia after many years of using ATI/AMD Radeon parts.  Why?  Because more software using the Nvidia CUDA cores than the AMD equivalent.

Sorry AMD...  Maybe if you can build something that can knock the socks off my 4790k, then I'd come back.  Until then, see you later!

Wednesday, November 5, 2014

CrashPlan Pro, or how a good idea from IT has gone bad...

My work laptop has a program installed on it called CrashPlan Pro.  This piece of software backs up files "the cloud".  My company's IT department has it locked down so I really have no control over what is copies up to the Cloud.  On a good day, it is a bandwidth pig.  So here are some stories with my tangles with it.

Over the weekend my kids were complaining that our Internet was really slow.  Web pages were slow to come up and the family was not happy.  I ran some traceroutes to some IPs and yes, they were really, really bad.  I was wondering what was going on, but I really didn't do much about it.

A few days later I was on a conference call.  I have an Avaya IP phone at my house.  While on the conference call people were complaining to me that I was breaking up really bad and they couldn't understand me.  I hopped into my home router and looked at the bandwidth usage and my upload was pegged...  "What is going on????  Has someone hacked into my network and stealing my data??"  My kids were in the other room watching Studio C on the BYU TV channel and I went and abruptly unplugged the Roku from its power source.  Oh, the weeping and wailing and gnashing of teeth!!  I checked my router.  Nothing.  Dang it!  What was going on?  What device was consuming all my bandwidth?  I looked at the statistics from my router and the uploads had been going on all weekend long!  What?!?  I saw the CrashPlan icon in the system tray and I checked and it was in the process of updating.   Hah!  I found you, you little network wrecker!  I selected to set it to "Sleep" and my network utilization went to zero!  Whew!  Problem solved.  I've had a problem with this lovely little program previously, but this time it caught me off guard.

This app has burned me more than once and I was sick of it.  Being that I know my way around a protocol analyzer, aka Wireshark, I fired it up on my laptop and I proceeded to figure out how this application behaves.  It resolves DNS for three key hosts and then it tries to connect to each one of them.  I have a DD-WRT based router and I added the following firewall rules:

iptables -I FORWARD -d 199.xxx.xxx.47 -j DROP
iptables -I FORWARD -d 50.xxx.xxx.246 -j DROP
iptables -I FORWARD -d 216.xxx.xxx.55 -j DROP

I put those rules in and my WAN utilization when back to zero.  So now I don't have to worry about putting CrashPlan to sleep while I'm working from home.  Score!

Now, here is the funniest part of the story.  This week I've been working in the office.  I've noticed that the number of files to be backed up by CrashPlan is steadily growing.  Hmmm...  Why is that?  Why isn't CrashPlan backing up files when I'm on the corporate network?  I don't mind killing my work connection (they're the ones that installed this fine piece of software onto my laptop) because this is corporate and if they want to backup my laptop, then I'll let this piece of software kill my work's bandwidth.  I fire up wireshark again and start sniffing the wire...  I look for massive uploads and it isn't happening.  Why?  I found out that someone is killing CrashPlan on the local network!  I guess all the backups are killing our Internet connection so someone in IT has blocked access to the same CrashPlan IPs that I'm blocking!  Oh, the irony.  So here is this piece of software that is supposed to be making a backup of my so very important data and I've killed it at home and my own local IT guy is killing it too.  Which leads me to ask, why am I running this to begin with if IT is blocking it?

My local user is in the workstation's administrator's group so CrashPlan will be removed from my workstation in the next week.  If IT asks me why I removed it, I will simply state the facts above.  It is killing my home bandwidth.  It is killing my local office's bandwidth and it is being blocked.  Therefore, it will never do its job.  If it isn't doing its job, then why run it?  If there were some means to limit the amount of bandwidth that it uses, or if there was some sort of location awareness on the product, or if IT would give me some control over what data I can backup, then I wouldn't mind keeping the app.  But I have no control and therefore it is useless.

Have a nice day!

Wednesday, August 27, 2014

Aereo - The death of a new idea

Since the United States of America turned off the analog TV signal and went digital, I lost my ability to view over-the-air content.  The simple fact is this:  I live in the shadow of a mountain, meaning the new digital TV signal is being blocked by a mountain.  If you look at a signal map, my house is in the mountain's "shadow".  Therefore, if I want to watch TV, I must get cable or satellite TV.  Even for basic cable (local broadcast channels), the fee is between $15 and $20 per month.  I don't like TV enough to pay for that.

Then along comes Aereo.  They open in my market.  Problem solved!  I subscribe for a Netflix price of $8/month and I get my local content streamed to me over the Internet, plus a DVR in the cloud.  Happy days!  Long live Aereo!

Then on June 25, 2014 the Supreme Court of the United States of America issued a ruling that effectively killed Aereo.  Aereo changed tactics and decided to become a cable operator, but on July 17th, they were again snubbed by the US Copyright Office and they weren't given a chance to operate even as a cable TV operator.

Here is what I believe the crux of the whole problem.  People are paying a lot of money for content they don't watch.  If you have cable TV, how many channels do you regularly watch?  I could care less about MTV, VH1, all the various cooking and home shopping channels.  They are fluff.  People realize that they are paying $50 per month ($600 per year) for a lot of stuff that really doesn't matter to them.  They want to get the content they are interested in at a reasonable price.  They are even willing to go without.  I am willing to pay a nominal fee to get some local channels and possibly some sports games, but I don't want more than that.

I think the broadcasters may have won the battle, but over time, the demographic will change on them.  Broadcasters will need to think about how they will appeal to a new generation of people who are willing to go without because the service being offered to them isn't a significant value to the end user.  My advice...  Cut the cord.  The more people who cut the cord, the more clearly the consumer voices will be heard.  Broadcasters are in it to make money.  So you have to reward or punish them with your money.  Sooner or later they will figure it out and follow the money.  Too bad it will now be later than sooner.

Tuesday, May 27, 2014

Fifth Water Hot Springs - Diamond Fork Canyon (Utah)

Yesterday was Memorial Day.  My wife is always looking for an excuse to get my fat gut off the sofa and out into the wilderness.  So she decided to take us on a hike up to the Fifth Water Hot Springs - Diamond Fork Canyon.  It is about two miles up to the hot springs and the hike is all up hill...  You can ride a bicycle up the trail, but the trail is narrow in many places.  Make sure if you do this hike, do it early in the morning and take plenty of water with you.  We didn't take sufficient amount of water with us, but we were OK.  Yesterday was nuts.  There was an over abundance of people on the trail and at the hot sprints.  Parking was non-existent.

The hike up took quite a while.  I would venture a guess at 90 to 120 minutes.  The springs are interesting.  There is one water source where the water is very hot and then there is freezing cold water coming down from the mountain.  There are some of these pools where the hot and cold water mix.  What was interesting is the cold water was on the bottom and the warm/hot water was on the top.  If you mixed them together, you had barely warm water.  It is weird to feel cold water on you foot and on you knee you have 100 degree F water.  Just an interesting phenomena.  I wish I had some photos to share, but I chose not to pack the DSLR.  We packed the "water" camera, but I'm too lazy to pull the photos off it.

If you are bored and you want a good hike, this is the place to go.  It has lots of little waterfalls.  I wouldn't mind going back and taking my camera and spending some time on the trail photographing the water.  I like long exposure water photos.  They are cool.

Talking to your daughter

Today I worked from home.  My oldest daughter is graduating from high school this year, in about two weeks.  This last semester of high school, she only goes to school every other day.  Today was her "home" day.  During lunch, I talked to her about her future.  This is a rare opportunity.  My daughter is busy with school and work.  We rarely have an opportunity to talk unless it is after 11PM.  It was a good talk.  We talked about getting married and the importance of marrying a good person with similar values.  I also emphasized that you cannot change a person that you marry, nor should you think that you can change them after you marry them.  The only thing you can do is love them and encourage them to do the right thing.  I told her that you don't marry a project.  I'm not into projects.  I'm into having a wife and she should be into having a husband.  Has my wife helped me change?  Absolutely!  But she didn't make me change.  My wife and I have had honest discussions and based on those discussions I made changes in my life so that we can have increased harmony in our marriage.  The change is made out of love, specifically my love towards my wife.

This is such an exciting and wonderful time in life.  It is like the mother bird throwing the young ones out of the nest to help them learn how to fly.  Kids when they reach that last year of high school are ready to be thrown out of the nest.  You hope that you've trained them well enough to be self-sufficient.  You know there will be bumps and bruises along the way.  But you look forward to seeing them soar high in the sky.

In just a few short months, I will have 1/3 of my kids out of the house.  The house is gradually getting bigger.  In less than 10 years, we will be empty nesters.  Wow! 

Tuesday, April 8, 2014

LDS General Conference - April 2014

I am a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints.  Twice a year, the first weekend in April and October, the LDS Church holds what is known as General Conference.  The last weekend in March and September, there is a meeting specifically for the sisters in the Church.  The first weekend in April and October there are five, two-hour sessions where member of the Church listen to their leaders.  It is during these two hour sessions that the general church membership is instructed by the senior leadership in the LDS Church.  I tried to watch as much of General Conference as I could this last weekend.

Overall, the messages are excellent.  I always feel uplifted.  I also feel chastened.  I realize that I can do better as a husband and a parent.  I have made some mental notes on things that I need to do in order to be a better person.

One of the talks that I remember the most was given by Elder Donald L. Hallstrom titled, "What Manner of Men?".  The story that stood out from that talk was about the man that said to Elder Hallstrom, "That's the way that I am."  How many of us are stuck, drifting?  How many of us are working to better ourselves and to become someone better?  I personally have been drifting for some time, but I want to change.  I want to do something different.  I want to be a different person.  That isn't to say that I'm a bad person (I think I'm generally a good person), but I firmly believe I can be an even better person.  But in order to become that better person, I must be actively engaged.  I must work at it.  I must set goals and work towards becoming the person that I want to become.  Without those goals, I will drift.

If you feel that you are drifting, take some time to do a self-evaluation.  What do you spend your time on?  Is that what you really want to be doing with your time?  What interests you?  What things can you work on to be a better person?  Make goals.  Work on becoming the person that you want to become.  You are only limited by yourself.  You will fail to become the person you want to become if you fail to plan to become that person.  Wishing for something won't bring you any closer to your wish.  Only acting upon your desires will bring you closer to what you want to become.  Don't be discouraged if you occasionally fall short.  That is called life.  Nothing ever goes as planned.  Just remember to take those shortcomings in stride.  Learn from them.  Then move on.  Don't dwell on the past that you have no control over, but instead focus on the present and the future.  Chin up!  The future is bright and new! 

The end of an era - The sunset of Windows XP

On October 25, 2001, Windows XP was released to the general public.  Today, Windows XP is no longer a supported operating system, joining the ranks of Windows 2000, Windows ME, Windows 98, Windows 95, Windows NT 4, etc...   Thirteen years is a long run.  XP came out less than a year after my fourth child was born.  My oldest child was almost eight years old.  What an incredible run.  I don't believe that even Microsoft understood the magnitude of XP's success on the computing world at that time.

Since then we have had Windows Vista (dud), Windows 7 (the true successor to Windows XP), and Windows 8.x (I hate that OS and I absolutely refuse to buy anything with 8 on it).  In the last four months, I have upgraded my own mother's computer (Windows 7) and my mother-in-law's computer (also Windows 7).  If you are still running Windows XP, it is time to move on.  Buy a new computer and put a modern OS on it.  Windows 7 OEM runs $139 at Newegg.com.  If you're a bit of a nerd and you want free, you can go with a Linux distribution and then run LibreOffice as your office suite.  My new favorite Linux distribution is Linux Mint.  I have Linux Mint running on some low-end hardware as my Plex media server and it runs just fine.  In fact, I'm writing this blog entry on that PC.  In 2001 there were no viable Windows OS alternatives.  Today, there are a few more viable options.  The two major options are Mac OS X and Linux.  If you don't care about a having a thick desktop, a Chromebook might be in your future.  (I have been pleasantly surprised with my Chromebook.)  Your mileage may vary with Linux as it will take some experimentation to find a distribution that suits your tastes.  I digress.

As I stated above, XP has had quite a run.  It is probably the most popular desktop OS of all time.  Today is a significant day indeed for the millions of users that still use it daily.  It is time to upgrade or install something different.  It really doesn't matter what it is, you just need to move to something that is supported.  My personal preference is 64-bit Windows 7.  I have it running on computers that have anywhere from 8 to 32 GB of RAM with as few as two cores to as many as eight CPU cores.  It is solid.  It is familiar.  It is fast.

Friday, January 10, 2014

The death of the PC (according to foxnews.com)

I am a news junkie and I regularly read the news at the beginning of the day.  I saw on foxnews.com the following story:

http://www.foxnews.com/tech/2014/01/10/personal-computer-shipments-fell-7-percent/?intcmp=features

Now, let's analyze the forces here.  The vast majority of PCs that are sold in the world run Microsoft Windows.  I have played with Windows 8 and 8.1 on a virtual PC and it is a frustrating piece of software, so much so that I have absolutely refused to buy a PC of any kind with Windows 8 installed on it.  My elderly mother needed a new computer because her PC runs Windows XP.  Windows XP goes end-of-life (EOL) April 2014.  (Note:  If you run a Windows XP workstation has your main computer, you need to upgrade to something before XP goes EOL)  My family pooled our money and bought my Mom a new computer.  Since I'm the "computer guy" in the family, I get to support my mother.  Guess what?  That new PC that I bought for my Mom was a Windows 7 PC and not a Windows 8 PC.  Yep.  They are still there and still available, although they aren't as readily available as Windows 8 PCs.  It has been hard transitioning my Mom to this new computers.  I would hate to imagine what it would be like to try and teach my elderly mother Windows 8...  (shudder...)

To the article's credit, I do believe that smart phones and tablets have come into play, but I also think that the two year decline in PC sales has a stronger correlation with Windows 8 than anything.  The new Metro UI doesn't make sense on a PC that doesn't have a touch screen.  Sorry Microsoft, but I'm not going to buy a touchscreen PC or laptop.  I don't like fingerprints on my monitor.  (As a note, I have an iPad 2, an iPad mini, and three iPod touches, and a Google Nexus 7.)  I can tolerate fingerprints on the tablets I own, but not on my computer.

Also, when it comes time to doing work, such as school work, the kids work on the PC and not on the tablets owned by the household.  There are things you can only do on a tablet.  And I haven't seen a tablet that can do what my PC can do.  My PC is old and needs to be upgraded, but if and when that happens, it will not be a Windows 8 PC.

You ask about Mac and why I haven't done that.  Honestly, I would, but the cost/form factor are a major hindrance for me.  Their laptops are $1,000+ and I am not a fan of the all-in-one form factor PC (iMac). The newer MacBook Air PCs are not upgrade-able. The Mac Pro is ridiculously expensive and there isn't much room to upgrade.  The Mac mini is cute (I have one of these for work), but you are stuck and cannot upgrade.  I am a tinker and I upgrade my stuff.  Being able to do incremental upgrades or changes for me is an important feature.

So I am caught in a Windows 7 Pro world waiting for Microsoft to understand that they blew it on Windows 8 and to right the ship.  If they refuse to make a significant change in their OS, then I will have to look at alternates (such as Linux...shudder).  As an aside, Linux is just too geeky for me, but I will do it if my Windows options don't improve.

Wednesday, December 18, 2013

Merry Christmas!

This is a short blog post.  I haven't posted for awhile.  Work and "life" have been happening and I just haven't had a chance to blog much.  I started another site recently but I haven't had a chance to do much there other than, "It is alive!"

For those of you who happen upon my blog, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!  May 2014 be better and brighter than 2013.  For those of you on the Christmas card list, it will come.  Probably arrive some time in January, like it usually does.

Tuesday, May 14, 2013

Turning 46

Last year I turned 46.  This has been the hardest birthday, at least mentally thus far.  Why has it been so hard?  I don't know.  Maybe the death of a parent and sister in the last two years has something to do with it.  Maybe the realization that I am not getting any younger.  Maybe the fact that I am not as spry as I used to be.   Why is it hard?   I don't know.  Any suggestions?

Tuesday, April 16, 2013

Gun control in the United States of America

If you ask me what gun control is, I'm going to tell you that it is how well you handle your firearm.  Are you shooting on target?  Or are you missing it altogether?  Now, you might be thinking that I'm missing the mark on what gun control really is, but am I?  Or are our legislators in Washington, DC missing the mark like you think I missed the mark?  Think about that for a minute or two...

I understand the current outcry for more and stricter gun legislation.  Guns are bad.  They are evil.  They kill people.  They take loved ones prematurely.  Assault weapons are the epitome of all the evil guns in the world.  They are loud and they look mean and menacing.  Just the very appearance of them brings fear and trembling into the hearts of the masses...  Whatever.

First of all, guns are like any other dangerous tool or instrument.  They must be treated with respect.  I have a Husqvarna 371 chain saw (it is a 71cc, two stroke motor with a 24" bar on it that will run chainsaw chain at 10,000 RPM).  The thing is a beast.  I cut down and limbed a tree in my back yard in 15 minutes with this saw on Saturday.  It took me longer to load the tree into my pickup truck to haul it off to the dump than it did for me to take it down and cut it up.  That saw is a freaking awesome machine.  If you are stupid, it will maim or kill you.  If you don't have respect for it, it doesn't matter who you are.  It will eat your flesh faster than you can say, "Ouch!".  Yep.  Its dangerous, but it doesn't mean it isn't a useful and helpful tool.

Guns are evil.  No, they aren't.  Guns are, well, guns.  They are highly precise machines that shoot metallic projectiles from their barrels.  There is nothing bad or evil about guns.  There are evil people who do bad things with guns.  There is the press and others that wish to villainize guns so that we can outlaw the guns so that we won't hurt ourselves.  No, guns aren't bad.  The people who use them maliciously are bad.  The press and legislators that villainizes them are bad.  But guns in and of themselves are not bad.  When used properly, they are like my chainsaw, useful instruments.

Guns kill people.  Nope, they don't.  People kill people.  If someone gets stabbed with a knife we say, "George killed Mary."  We don't say, "The knife killed Mary."  That's just stupid.  The knife can't do anything on its own.  Neither can the gun.  Someone has to pull the trigger and the person pulling the trigger is the person responsible for the bullet that comes out the end of the barrel.  The gun cannot think.  It cannot act.  It only does what someone else wants it to do.

Guns take loved ones prematurely.  Nope, wrong again.  It isn't the gun's fault it fired a bullet when someone pulled the trigger.  It is doing what it is built to do and that is to fire a bullet and send a projectile down the barrel and out the end of it.  The person who pulled the trigger is responsible for the premature death, not the gun.

Hopefully by now you are realizing that I'm not a real big fan of gun control.  I look at the legislation that is in Congress right now and honestly, I'm not impressed with what I see.  Let me explain why:

Banning high capacity magazines:  Would a ban on high capacity magazine have prevented the tragedy that happened at Columbine High School, or Sandy Hook Elementary, or the shooting at the movie theater in Colorado?  The answer is a resounding, "NO!"  But why not?  Because if you ban the sale of high capacity magazines, you still have millions of magazines in circulation that people can buy.  The only thing the magazine ban will do is cause the price of high capacity magazines to go up because the supply will go down and demand will increase.  Those that don't have will want and they will be willing to pay good money to have what they cannot have.  The only way a high capacity ban will actually work is if the United States government actually bans the sale, manufacture, and ownership of those magazines and then goes door to door to confiscate those magazines from its citizens.  Do we really want the police to go through our houses to search for high capacity magazines?  Do we really want to make felons out of people who are currently law abiding citizens?  Anyone heard of the Fourth Amendment to the US Constitution?  Because we the people are protected from unreasonable search and seizure.  Our legislator know this.  They know that if they ban the high capacity magazines now, sooner or later the ones that are in circulation will wear out and go away.  This will take many, many, many years to happen.  This feel good legislation with little or no substance.

Banning "assault" weapons:  Assault weapons are those weapons that are used by the military.  The types of guns that normal, everyday people can buy are not assault weapons.  Why is that?  Because real assault weapons are machine guns.  The average person cannot simply buy a machine gun.  Real machine guns are extremely expensive and you have to go through a six month background check in order to buy one.  The AR15, M&P15 and all the other M16 style rifles are semi-automatic (one shot is fired for every pull of the trigger).  The way that they fire is like any other semi-automatic firearm out there: one bullet fired for every time the trigger is pulled.  The reason why legislators want to ban these is they are scary looking.  They look like their military inspired cousins.  They are used in movies to mow down people.  They are dangerous.  Yep, my chainsaw is dangerous.  My car with a drunk person driving it is dangerous.  My razor sharp kitchen knife is dangerous.  Alcohol is dangerous.  The item itself in and of itself isn't dangerous, but how it is used.  Banning one type of gun is just feel good legislation.  Gun manufacturers will find ways around the legislation and still manufacture guns that are just as lethal as they were before.

It is getting late and I must go to bed so I can go to work tomorrow.  But I want to make one last point. Alcohol is abused much more than guns are.  Alcohol kills more people through drunk driving fatalities, disease, cirrhosis of the liver than guns do.  Alcohol is bad stuff.  But you don't hear the drum beat of people wanting to bring back Prohibition.  Would we be better off if we were a dry nation?  Probably.  But we went through that experiment once and it failed miserably. We had our assault weapon ban from 1994 to 2004.  It really didn't do anything for us.  It didn't make us any safer.  We still had Columbine.  Regardless of what we do, we will always have Columbine, Sandy Hook or some other place.  Today, at the Boston Marathon finish line, someone got a burr in their bonnet to kill a bunch of innocent bystanders with bombs (no guns, but bombs).  The guns here aren't the problem.  The problem is with the people.  The people have to be fixed, not taking the guns away from the people.


Monday, April 15, 2013

My 2013 Hyundai Sonata SE 2.0T

I am the proud owner of a 2009 Toyota Camry base model car.  The car is a 2.4L four banger with 155 horsepower.  The car is nice.  It has a nice stereo and a nice ride.  It is quiet to ride in it.  It seats four people very comfortably.  But I don't like my Camry because it is boring.  Disgustingly boring.  I had a 2003 Corolla that was faster than my Camry.  The Corolla wasn't as refined as the Camry is, but from a pure performance perspective, it had the juice.  I missed my Corolla.

Over the years I've gone to the car dealer and I have test driven numerous Mustangs and Camaros.  Some of those cars were nicer and more fun to drive than others, but for the most part, they are frivolous cars.  All fun, but just expensive toys.  I had a girlfriend that called those cars "f-dude cars".  OK, whatever.  That's why she's an EX and why I never married her.

The last six to nine months, I've really been looking at the Hyundai Sonatas.  In 2011 Hyundai redesigned the Sonata into its current form.  I've been very pleased with how awesome those cars look.  I have several friends and neighbors and friends that have Hyundais and they've had really good luck with their cars.  So I've gone to the dealership and take a few for a spin.  I'm not overly impressed with the normally aspirated Sonatas, but the Sonata turbo is a totally different animal.  I've driven a few of those and they are fun to drive.  (As a side note, I've driven the Hyundai Genesis Coup with the 2.0T and the Sonata with the 2.0T and the Sonata was more enjoyable to drive than the Genesis Coup and was FASTER!)

I have learned in my married life that there are little windows of opportunity that float by.  If you are not ready to pounce on that window of opportunity, it closes rather quickly.  That window of opportunity came in 2010 when I got my first (and only) ATV.  In February this year, that little window of opportunity came back.  At the time we owned two vehicles - the Toyota Camry and a Chevy Suburban.  I drive the Camry to work and my wife drives the Suburban.  The Camry gets 30MPG, whereas the Suburban gets about 16MPG.  My wife has been using the Suburban extensively and it was costing us a ton of money to drive (in gas) and we were quickly adding miles.  We still have many children home and at the rate of use, we were going to use up the Suburban before we could realistically give up the large SUV.  So my wife said that she would like to have a small car to drive around.

Watch the window of opportunity open...  So I immediately go to the local Hyundai dealership and test drive several different vehicles in earnest.  I found the car that I wanted, but it wasn't at the dealership.  It is in transit from the factory to the dealership.  So, I bought the car sight unseen.  Not something that I typically do, but I did it because that car could be sold from underneath me if I didn't buy it before it arrived.

That car is fun to drive.  It is quick.  Normally turbos have a bit of a lag, but this one does not have much of a lag.  The only time the lag is very noticeable is when the car is first started and you romp on it.  You really need to get the car warmed up to operating temperature in order to appreciate the power of that motor.

So, how does it do on mileage?  Well, when I'm driving it like a maniac, it will get mid to high 20s.  However, if I am careful in how I drive, I can usually get about 30MPG out of it.  One day I filled it up and then drove to work with the cruise control set to 70 MPH.  I drove about 45 miles to work and I ended up getting ...  get this ... 41MPG.  Yep.  41MPG going at 70 MPH down the freeway.  In reality, I don't get that because my wife likes to drive my car around town and use my gas.  Just a warning...  The Sonata Turbo is NOT the car to buy for driving around town.  It is very thirsty in stop and go traffic.

Some technical specs about the car:

Engine:  2.0L turbo (twin scroll Mitsubishi turbo) with intercooler
Horsepower:  274 (same as my 5.3L V8 Suburban!!)
Torque:  269 ft-lbs
Heated front seats

Bottom line:  The car is fun to drive.  So if you're looking at a Hyundai Sonata, take one for a spin one day.  It might end up following you home...

Busy with changes - The movie 42

Life has been busy crazy since the last time I wrote.  Work has been busy crazy.  Always something to do and really never enough time to get it done.  Kids are in school and consume copious amounts of time to go and support them at their events.  Church comes a calling and you spend time there for the benefit of those that are around you...

This weekend was one of those rare moments that you get where you actually feel like you had a weekend.  Friday, we were scheduled to have some friends over.  Things didn't work out so that little get together got postponed until Sunday, which was a really good thing.  My wife and I haven't had a date in a while and so we went and saw a movie.  The movie we saw:  42 - The Jackie Robinson Story.

Short movie review:  Great movie.  Go and see it.  Reward the movie studio with lots of money so they make more inspiring movies like this instead of the garbage they've been making for the last 12 months.  It makes you appreciate how far society has come since the late 1940s.  Highly recommended.  Warning:  If you are offended by the use of the "N" word, then you will be offended by this movie.  It is probably time to grow up and take the diapers off and grow a little bit thicker skin.  The use of the "N" word is to show how disgustingly racist people were in the 1940s.  If you can overcome your "N" word sensitivity, this is a powerful movie which shows the determination of a young black man and a bunch of white men who are willing to endure hatred to start bringing blacks into professional baseball.  Truly groundbreaking.  Harrison Ford does a great job in this movie.  One of the best Hollywood movies I've seen in a long time.  And I'm serious about making this a box office hit.  If the public will support good movies like this, then we won't have a Scary Movie XV in the year 2025 or Saw XXXII.

Tuesday, November 6, 2012

Breaking radio silence

Looking at my blog postings, I went radio silent sometime in May, right after my sister passed away.  Time flies when you're busy.  Work has been keeping me busy.  My family has been keeping me busy.  Life has been keeping me busy.  I'm glad the kids are back in school. 

Speaking of children, my oldest son received his mission call and will enter the Missionary Training Center (MTC) on November 28, 2012.  He will be going to Minnesota on his mission.  Funny thing...  He wanted two things.  First, go Stateside. [check]  Second, go someplace cold.  [double check]   My wife said the average temperature in Minnesota during the winter is 6 degrees F.  Six degrees.  Thinking about that kind of cold numbs my brain.  He dislikes the cold so he's excited about going there.  I've been getting up with him at 5AM and going through Preach My Gospel.  I haven't been perfect for the 5AM thing, but we're going to do that from here on out.  He has a lot to learn and he's nowhere close to being prepared from knowing the missionary discussions and the scriptures that he needs to know.  We might have to buckle down and do some two a days.  If he gets 2 weeks in the MTC, then that will be a blip before he's out teaching people.  Then again, he'll be hitting Minnesota mid-December, so staying warm will be the top priority on his brain at that time.

Need to run.  Hopefully it won't be another six months before my next blog posting.

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

The death of a sister

A little over a week ago one of my siblings passed away. She had stage four breast cancer. She lasted more than five years with the cancer. This last year has been especially hard on her. In the end she died at her home. She was the most determined soul ready to beat it. Apparently that was not her path to take. As hard as it is to lose a family member, she is in a much better place than all of us collectively put together. She does not need to worry about chemo or radiation treatments any more.

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

A geek's dream - A descent VMWare ESXi server for less than $1k

OK, for the non-technical geeks out there, I'm going to say I'm sorry in advance.  This post is going to be pure geek speak.

I work for a company that has a cloud offering.  I need to have several different devices in my lab in order to duplicate connections to the Cloud.  Honestly, I have a lab at home that is probably as good, if not better than what I have at work.  One of my pieces of lab equipment is a computer that runs virtualization software. What that means is I have one PC that can run many different operating systems on it all at the same time.  So instead of having 10 different PCs all configured differently, I have one machine where I can make virtual machines and I can stop and start them at will.

My "old" rig had an AMD E-350 (think if it as an Intel Atom on steroids) motherboard, with 8GB of RAM and a 1TB hard drive and about 4 networking cards on it.  The nice thing about it is when it was maxed out, it would only eat about 50 watts of power - max.  The problem is that it was so underpowered, it would literally take me days to setup and configure a Windows server VM for duplication purposes.  Not hours, but days.  After much frustration, I gutted the system and purchased the following items:

AMD FX 8120 (eight core CPU running at 3.1Ghz)
Gigabyte 990FXA-UD3 motherboard
32 GB of RAM
Crucial M4 SSD hard drive (128GB boot drive)
Intel dual port PCIe networking card

I put this all together and all I can say is that this thing absolutely, positively flies.  The difference in processing power between the two is the difference between night and day.  Stability is rock solid.  Worth the investment?  Oh, absolutely.  No doubt about it.

So if you're looking for a relatively inexpensive, but very capable VMWare ESXi 5 server, this is the equipment to get.

Monday, September 26, 2011

17 Miracles, the movie

Several months ago I took my family to see the movie 17 Miracles, by T.C. Christensen.  The movie recently came out on video.  Last Saturday I purchased it.  For family home evening tonight, we watched the movie again as a family.  This is such an incredible movie.

The movie came out about the time my Dad passed away.  There is a scene in the movie where a candle is burning.  It burns, and burns and burns, burning all the way down to nothing before being extinguished.  I have often compared my father's life to that of a candle.  That scene exemplifies how I felt.  The first time I saw the movie, I cried like a baby.

If you have a chance to see the movie, do it.  It is a great movie!